freaking nuts

My brother, Ching Hwa is leaving for Sydney tomorrow at 6 am. When he's gone, I'm not exactly excited about being the only child at home ....but anyway, I have a number of things on my mind now especially the PR stuff. Then at 8 am, i have to go do my IELTS exam. The exam is so freaking expensive - RM 495...and the price is going to go up soon. Freaking nuts.

I feel really upset now....like no one cares about me. Really stupid so i'm going to say it again. This is freaking stupid.